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Forever and always. Those words kept repeating in my head throughout the entire night. I didn’t know what to respond so I just kept the message opened on my screen as I pondered. Before I knew it, my confused, emotion-less self fell into a sound sleep.

I dreamt that I was walking on pillows of cotton candy with trees shaped like lolli-pops surrounding me. There was one more thing in my dream.. it was a brown haired boy, with the name of Nick. He was dressed in a black tuxedo and stared at me from far away. I found myself looking down at my outfit to see that I was in a big, white, poofy gown. I had dreamt of my wedding day.

These thoughts and dreams scared me so I woke up and shook the thoughts away. It was 11 AM. I went downstairs, had some breakfast, and came back into my room. I checked my phone and my heart immediatly sank. 

13 Unread Messages

All 13 messages were from Nick. They were saying how the doctors were loosing hope in his grandmother and he was asking me to come, he told me that he really needed me. I felt so incredibly saddened inside that I wasn’t there to support him when he truly needed it that tears began rolling down my cheeks.

I dialed Nick’s number and he answered, calmly. I asked him what had happened and he asked me when I could make it to the hospital by. I told him I would be there as soon as possible and hung up the phone.

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When I arrived at the hospital, a scary sight came to my eyes. There were several people with their hair messed up, clothes looking dirty, and bags under their eyes. Clearly they hadn’t slept in days. One of these people, was Nick. 

Although he looked tired, he also looked insanely adorable. He came right up to me and threw his arms around my body. I hugged him back tightly, and we didn’t let go for a long time, until after he whispered in my ear, “I’m going to miss her, Amy.”